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you only call me when you're crying,
and i'm dying for you to come home.
and maybe we'll be there someday again, but I can't just get you out of my head.
And i know that you say you haven't left me yet,
but im scared you'll leave and never come back---
---so I'll get drunk on every weekend, sit and talk to myself. and I'll whine when you call me and ask if I need any help.
I would tell you what I'm fearing, and I know you wont hear it cuz you can't. So believe me like a bible that you randomly find,
you know I love your body, but I fell for your mind---