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hellu.

Sex. Urgh. So many problems. I don't like what has happened to the world, and I don't understand how sex can be turned into a crime. Sex is between two people, who wants it and yeah, needs it.
Sex is a crime at times. When someone doesn't want sex, but the criminal takes it anyways. How much I want these people to just die is crazy, I can see myself killing them.


Blood:
on the walls, on my hands,
dripping down that cheek.
The stains will stay within my vision,
my eyelids will never close because of the fear.
Fear of guilt, and fear of seeing them scars again.
fear of facing the reality.


Love,
S.

hellu.


i'm frustrated down to the core of my soul. i'm sick into the bones of my body. i'm angry up and in over my head. i'm frustrated, i'm sick, i'm angry. and i'm dead.

hellu.

I can't do this anymore. I want to go away. Fly to the moon, and stay there for a long long time. Picnick's with the marsians, on the planet of cheese. I'll see you someday, I'll say goodbye. Goodbye.