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12.01.2008
"blinking white lights or are they blue?
open conversations and deep cuts...
you don't see what you've done to me...
...Screams in your pillow, 'I am getting nowhere'
sorry,
i love you, i miss you..."

07.02.2008
"As one motion of my hands
breaks the surface of the calm water,
I realise how fragile life is.
One wrong flick of my fingers
and I'm in over my head."

03.02.2008
"...my soul is exposed, my worse nightmare.
I don't want anyone to have this control of my mind..."


they don't mean anything, never did. neither did you